Hi and Welcome
This is a brief background of my personal and professional history. My behind the scenes work has involved many years of my own research, observations, insights, theories and experiments on myself and many, many people to support me in doing my bit for human development.
My new and old discoveries are used within all of my work including examples of the metaphysical power we all have. This will be highlighted with videos in one of my newer, as yet unpublished, books called ‘The Power of The Mind’ and in person at my seminars being held in Bath, UK
Where It All Began
I originally wanted to change the world and make it a better place for myself and everyone and future generations to live in. My passion was people’s health so it had to do with that but how or what I wasn’t exactly sure.
At age 10 years old I predicted that I would be well known in a field of knowledge to do with health and it would involve years of research. I made a guess that I would do something big like find a cure for cancer or somehow end suffering and decided on the logical path of becoming a nurse. My journey had begun.
I already knew I had ‘special’ skills that my friends didn’t possess, including knowing things beyond my logical explanation. I used this skill in many empowering ways for myself and others. During school time I would accurately predict mine and others futures, access facts about them that I hadn’t been told and use these to guide them with their problems in their lives. At first this spot on accuracy amazed me and I was proud of myself to have and develop this skill. (It also made me popular with some of my age group at school.) I was also able to see with my minds eye what my physical eyes could not see such as, one day at junior school a teacher asked if anyone had lost a necklace. Even though I hadn’t, I said yes and was asked to describe it. So I did perfectly and they believed it was indeed mine and gave it to me. (Guilt made me give it to charity later on.)
I also found out I had sixth sense and could pick up energies in rooms and coming from people and know more than what other people could hear, feel or see so I kept using these skills to mine and others advantage. I became fascinated with using it to further my own understanding of health and the power of the human mind started to unfold. I wanted to know if we were making ourselves ill from internal means not external so I started researching this point. My friends became part of my experiments to test some of my health theories on as well as using myself as a guinea pig. My awareness of people’s minds and its affect on our bodies was growing strong
To aid with my professional growth from age 10 I volunteered at an old peoples home and then later on at a hospital to gain as much insight and work experience in nursing as I possibly could. I also had a passion for business and worked voluntary and paid in shops and businesses to gain more knowledge during my school years. My professional path was now really unfolding
My personal home life was very traumatic. I was subjected to daily violence and mental and emotional abuse by my mother, father and older sister. They tried to groom me sexually from a very early age and purposely exposed me to others to sexually assault me from the age of 7yrs old. They wanted to and tried to sabotage me in all ways they could; telling me food would kill me or make me sick, the world was a really bad place for me and to get used to being treated as if I am worthless and that no one would believe me if I spoke about anything happening to me. They brain washed other family members and to a degree myself, that I was the problem – bad behaviours, violent, hated my mum, mentally ill. None of this was or is true and for years I lived with the real truth in my own mind guiding and supporting me in not running away and getting through it to stay strong and keep growing properly to the best of my own ability. I lived in fear and this was compounded by their regular death threats and getting bullied at school by a manufactured gang of girls, who emulated how my sister had treated me at home, by my parents instruction. My passion for life and growth kept me alive and strong enough to stay living there until I was 17 where I could bear it no more. I wanted to do my A levels to get into nursing but I had no way of funding myself to stay on at school and also be able to leave home so I went on a Youth Training Scheme for Facility for Arts and Crafts working in a knitting shop, machine knitting children’s and adults jumpers and selling them to customers. Then I moved out to a shared house but they were still apart of my life.
As the YTS was ending my parents wove their destructive influences back into my head and made me believe my dream to nurse was dead, so all of my passion and my hope died as well. I became depressed and took anti depressants for 10 months until someone gave me the key to my life purpose still being attainable. I could do an entrance test and apply to nurse. So I did. No more depression, back on track I worked in the caring area and then onto a hospital to gain experience prior to my training which I started in 1990 at the Bristol Royal Infirmary.
Whilst I enjoyed nursing I was more interested in the whole process of people’s health. How they were becoming ill, the discrepancies with the effects of drugs, the effect emotionally on their bodies and so on. I questioned and observed and learned and added things to the mix and was slowly building up a different picture of us than I first thought.
We definitely had more to do with our ill health than just the material world that we live in.
Qualified nursing didn’t last long as it was cut short in 1994, by a head on car crash that left me physically in constant pain and partially incapacitated me for a number of years. (I braced myself on impact, only I forgot to take the ‘brace’ off after the crash!) More on the power of the mind and how it effects our bodies in The Power of The Mind book. I had enough background evidence about our health that I would have left shortly all be it on less painful terms anyway. As one door is going to close a new one has already opened so I had already moved on to the next phase of my professional journey studying alternative remedies, aromatherapy and massage and exploring the effects this was having on a persons whole well being.
Alternative therapies led me on to discover I could heal using energy. This enabled me to start healing myself and the path of channeling and medium work unfolded and brought me back to my original ability of knowing facts about people without being told. I’d forgotten how ‘psychic’ I was and continued to understand and use my extrasensory perceptions in lots of other empowering ways for myself and people. I became self employed and offered individual sessions to empower others and change their health and overall well being. I could see into the future and the past and into people’s bodies to know any diseases or pain they had. I knew the route of my clients problems and worked without being told anything about them much to their amazement and with complete accuracy. I knew when they would be late for appointments or whether they were bringing anyone with them and would provide a second chair. Again to their astonishment of how I could know these things. I just accepted I had a third eye (mind’s eye) and that’s how. I became telepathic and this and many other skills mentioned further below just fueled my passion of how we are capable of doing such amazing things, and if me then surely you too.
Even though I wasn’t religious, for a brief period, after my car accident when I was in need of love and support I turned to Spirituality. This quickly became more food for thought and helped me to look more deeply into the emotional and spiritual side of life and led me onto exploring and qualifying in emotional intelligence and systems of beliefs as a Master of NLP and then more into Goal Setting and Life Coaching. Combining all of my old and new knowledge and skills on health and our lives and using my ‘psychic’ skills created nothing short of miracles and led me to want to write a book to develop others.
So I did. Only I started writing in 2004 and had completed 15 books by 2006 and I am still writing. It’s not because the first one wasn’t good enough it’s more how in depth I have taken this. I, true to my own nature and intent want to always do the very best I can for myself and others so I have. The power of our minds is vast and fascinating and we are more capable than we actually believe. When we understand we are the creators of our own diseases and how, then we truly have the power to change them and not recreate them.
Initially I only set out to find out how we create disease so we could live longer, happier and healthier lives but it was impossible to stop there as I ended up opening up so much more and created pioneering ways to develop the whole of us. I now understand the taboo ‘metaphysical’ aspect to us and explored this for many years with mind blowing results.
I have always had an inquisitive mind and also a lot of integrity but unfortunately logic so I, like you, needed lots of proof of this new truth.
I believe if someone is capable of doing it then why not give it a try
I found that out years back in NLP through Modelling. People who understand that concept know we can intentionally change our beliefs, world models, opinions and behaviors if we can get inside the mind of the person we are modelling. In effect we can ‘copy.’
For example stopping smoking. Copy/model someone who doesn’t smoke, a non-smoker. Find out how they see themselves and what their beliefs are. If you adopt the ones you like from them then in theory you can be a non smoker too. And it can be used for your physical strength too, modelling athletes whose success stories you admire. You’ve probably already heard about it and not known the terms used for it. In essence we just copy who we want to be like
So this led me to look at animals and their behaviors. Next time your dog feels left out at meal times and starts hounding you (no pun intended) ask yourself if it is copying you as a human and wants what you are eating even though it’s body is not designed to have it? Then wonder why it is overweight, has ill-health or is crippled in pain. And then think about who you are copying and why you need to? Perhaps it all stems from the need to fit in? My book Compilation of Stories can help you with that one in building Strong Self Esteem so you feel as if you belong regardless of others opinions or judgments of you
Analyze it or just feel you can trust it
But only trust what totally resonates with you. (You know the shivers truth creates inside then let that help you believe in yourself.) Find out more with How To Be You One A Story With A Difference it’s a guide-book to take you on a journey of self discovery and develops you to be more than you were before
I believe once you have the basic principles to anything then you can mix and match and adapt them to whatever you need with ease
So with that in mind I realized that I could do more with my own mind than I used to do including understanding Life, Death and The Universe another book that I have written that has been reviewed, ‘As one of the most life affirming books I’ve ever read.’
My book Proof Positive was written specifically for people who have been diagnosed with a potentially terminal illness or long-term pain to offer them empowering ways of healing themselves with the intention of preventing the disease continuing on or reoccurring and simply backs up my own beliefs that the mind heals the body intentionally
Beyond health came the metaphysical skills and here are just some ways I have used them and continue to do so. I will provide real live examples at my seminars and videos and photos in the Power of the Mind book. Written with depth and simplicity for you to understand and explore your own abilities. Most of these experiences have happened in the presence of others and more than once
Instant Manifestation of solid objects – turned energy into matter, matter into energy including turning my legs into energy and then back to solid legs and see the photo below, levitated, telekinesis (moved objects without touch) changed color on art, lit a fire with my finger after the fire had been dead for 2 days, shielded my body and others from harm, protected self and other from car going over a cliff with a field of energy, caught self on bottom of stairs with a cushion of energy after a serious fall, had an out-of-body experience whilst my physical body was unconscious, controlled people’s actions through mind control , used mind over matter to stamp on hot coals, turned others bodies to be as heavy as lead, healed animals, changed and overrode technology, stepped out of time, realigned broken bones, completely eradicated tumours and gall stones and un-paralysed limbs, changed molecular structure of objects, made things and myself appear invisible and have actually made myself completely energy, projected sounds, smells, presences to other side of the room or right in front of people, revealed brilliance in practical skills that I never even been taught, remote viewed, seen into the future and I’ve more to explore
Flying, teleportation, bi location, shape shifting etc
This like anything new and hidden takes time to digest and to understand fully the impact this will have on us individually and as a race. My original intention to find out the truth led me down this path. Kicking and screaming sometimes but why not know it’s only a part of us that we haven’t explored or misunderstood. I’ll guide you don’t worry that’s why I’ve written my books and used all of my empowering tools on myself to develop every system to the max of my potential. I chose to consciously evolve and so too will others like you and me who know we can be more than what we’ve been before. So follow me and explore just that bit more and this could actually become a lot of empowering fun.
Trust has helped me to understand that we don’t know everything. So this isn’t so bad is it? But wouldn’t it be amazing if we did know everything?
What would work to our benefit is knowing what we need to know when we need to know it to help others and ourselves grow, now that’s worth the wait.
Through expansion comes deeper understanding
We are all one and the universal consciousness is in you or so I’ve been told. Now think what that actually means to you…
We are evolving
No big deal really evolution is simply about adapting to new times. We’ve been doing it for years. Read my book The Book Of Evolution for more help on that. Not exactly what you think but nonetheless it does offer some profound wisdom and a lot of insights to develop you more
And so it is with love and a good sense of humor I bring positive change to make our world a more efficient, prosperous, humane, healthier and joyous place to live.
Perhaps then people will stop looking forward to death to feel the connection they miss on earth and really start to enjoy life with open hearts and clear minds
Unfortunately not everyone is pure of heart and you know that feeling you get as if someone is throwing knives at you, well they actually are. Only they are energetic ones and you are feeling their metaphysical (mind) body throwing them at you. You see bad people can do bad things with their minds so let us do good and be humane and kind with the power in ours.
Remember it doesn’t hurt to question and ask yourself whether the source of knowledge is credible before you trust it, don’t just believe everything people tell you or you’ll end up even more confused. Go explore
So for now that’s it
Forever happy to show you I’m ‘armless’ this happened
Taken by my snap happy friend in June 2012 who was capturing the moon from my living room window
I knew I needed to be in the picture and before I had a chance to think about it I flapped my arms up and down once
My arms felt like they were made of energy and not really there when I did this. Now looking at the end result I can see that my arms aren’t there! I was speaking at the time he took the photo which, as my kind friend pointed out made me look like a vampire. Now I realize it was to get his attention to get me in the photo. Totally unnecessary as I was in it already. (Less is more springs to mind now in hindsight.) The picture is the perfect cover for The Power of The Mind. Funny that, as myself and my friend had already agreed that he would do most of the cover art photography for my books and we had both completely forgotten this fact. Life is just pure magic when you get it.
So where did my arms go? Answers on a postcard to…. No I’m only joking. But you have to admit even though the mind can play tricks there is definitely more to this as I still have a shadow. Fascinating!!!!!!!
Update January 2017
So now I’m 47 years old and waiting for my other prediction to come true that I would become an overnight success. (See Book of Truth written in 2004.) Well I haven’t really been sat waiting I have been behind the scenes eliminating all of my risks to create a sustainable 0% waste of time/money business model. Whilst deepening my own understanding of the power of the mind and creating new empowering and pioneering ways of developing us further.
As well as on a more personal note I decided to take some time before putting my work out in public, to completely unlock my internal box where all of my traumatic memories were hidden. This meant no real sums of money coming in, no proper home and however long it took to completely clear out my subconscious mind on a journey of health that I would never have to repeat again.
Any more discoveries made of empowering ways to heal from trauma and abuse will be shared in my audio bites for those of you who need it.
But for now I wish you a fond farewell in Nov 2017 as I come to the end of my own journey and relax safe in the knowledge that one day you will be reading this and able to benefit from all that I’ve done to make my dream come true of making our world a better place for us all to live in