Hi and Welcome
This is a brief background of my personal and professional history. My behind the scenes work has involved many years of my own research, observations, insights, theories and experiments on myself and many, many people to support me in doing my bit for positive world change.
My new and old discoveries are used within all of my work including examples of the metaphysical power that we all have. See further down the page for more on this topic and a photo that will expand your mind. More of our powers will be highlighted with videos and photos in one of my newer, as yet unpublished, books called ‘The Power of The Mind’ and in person at my seminars being held shortly in Bath, UK.
Where It All Began
I realized early on in my life that I was clever and I decided that I should use my brain to do something to change the world and make it a better place for everyone to live in. Making money with meaning seemed more purposeful to me than just going to work to earn a living. My passion was people’s health so it had to do with that but how or what I wasn’t exactly sure.
At age 10 years old I predicted that I would be well-known in a field of knowledge to do with health and it would involve years of research. I made a guess that I would do something big like find a cure for cancer or somehow end suffering and decided on the path of becoming a nurse. My journey had begun.
I already knew I had ‘special’ skills that my friends didn’t possess, that meant I could see, hear and sense things without being first told including knowing things beyond logic. I used this skill in many empowering ways for myself and others. During school time I would accurately predict mine and others futures, and offer wise and mature advice on all matters to guide them with their problems in their lives. At first my spot on accuracy amazed me and I was proud of myself to have and develop this skill. (It also made me popular with some of my age group at school.) I could see with my mind’s eye (3rd Eye) what my physical eyes could not see. One day, when I was at junior school, a teacher asked if anyone had lost a necklace. Even though I hadn’t I said yes and was asked to describe it. So I did, perfectly and they believed it was indeed mine and gave it to me. (Later on my guilt made me give it to a charity shop.)
I called myself ‘psychic’ as I had no other explanation for how I was capable of knowing things in this manner. I kept on using these skills to mine and others advantage and I became fascinated with using my awareness to further my own understanding of health and that’s really when the power of the human mind started to unfold. Even though I was focused on becoming a nurse, my real professional path of researching how we create disease had well and truly started. I wanted to know if we were making ourselves ill from internal means not external so I decided to find out. My friends became part of my experiments to test some of my ideas and theories on as well as using myself as a guinea pig. My awareness of people’s minds and its effect on our bodies was growing stronger.
To aid with my goal to go into nursing, from the age of 10 years, I volunteered at an old people’s home and then, later on at a hospital to gain as much insight and work experience as I possibly could. I also had a passion for business and worked voluntary and paid in shops and businesses to gain more knowledge during my school years.
My personal home life was very traumatic. I was subjected to daily physical violence, mental cruelty and emotional abuse by my mother, father and older sister. They tried to groom me sexually from a very early age and purposely exposed me to others to sexually assault me from the age of 7 yrs old. They constantly, throughout my life, tried to stunt my growth in all ways possible and blamed me to cover up what they were doing to me. They negatively influenced my friends and other family members to cut off any support and were manipulating me into believing I was a completely different person to who I am. Fortunately their methods didn’t work 100%, although they did impact me in ways that I wasn’t aware of properly until later on in my life. I was strong and I knew myself and I also knew that it was important to keep developing in my self morale, personality, confidence and nurture my intellect and creativity. I always set my mind to do well in all areas of my life and somehow this intent and determination and following my own inner guidance on what was morally right and what lay ahead, got me through some of the worst years of my life.
At age 11, when things took a big turn for the worst and the violence increased to intimidate me not to tell anyone about what was happening and I was under the threat of being made homeless, I had to make a decision to stay or run away. My need to continue to grow made me stay and I decided I would stick it out until I was old enough to leave home and go into nursing. I lived in fear of what they would do to me and this was compounded by their regular death threats. On top of that I was getting bullied at school by a chosen gang of girls, who had been told what to do to me, by my older sister, to interfere with my education and add to my trauma. So this just made me more scared and unhappy but I remained determined and focused on doing my very best. Unfortunately I over tried as I wasn’t seeing the academic results that I was used too. This led me to have a false impression of my competence and intelligence. It wasn’t until much later in life when I remembered how being clever could bring me so much pleasure.
When I was 17 I could bear it at home no more. I had wanted to do my A levels to get into nursing but I had no way of funding myself to stay on at school and also be able to leave home. So I left school early and went on a Youth Training Scheme for Facility for Arts and Crafts working in a knitting shop, machine knitting children’s and adults jumpers and selling them to customers. (Another one of my hobbies.) Then I moved out to a shared house but they were all still apart of my life.
As the YTS was ending my parents wove their destructive influences back into my head and made me believe my dream to nurse was dead, so all of my passion and my hope died as well. I became depressed and took anti depressants for 10 months until someone gave me the key to my goal still being attainable. I could do an entrance test and apply to nurse. So I did. No more depression, back on track mentally and professionally I gained employment in the caring area and then onto a hospital to add to my experience prior to my training which I started in 1990 at the Bristol Royal Infirmary.
Whilst I enjoyed nursing I was more interested in researching the whole process of people’s health and ill-health. I questioned and explored how they were becoming ill, the discrepancies with the effects of drugs, the effect emotionally on their bodies and so on. My burning desire fueled my passion and I added more things to the mix and was slowly building up a different picture of our control over our health than I first thought.
We definitely had more to do with our ill-health than just the material world that we live in.
Qualified nursing didn’t last long as it was cut short in 1994, by a head on car crash that left me physically in constant pain and partially incapacitated me for a number of years. (I braced myself on impact, only I forgot to take the ‘brace’ off after the crash!) More on the power of the mind and how it affects our bodies in ‘The Power of The Mind’ book. I had enough background evidence about our health that I would have left shortly all be it on less painful terms anyway. As one door is going to close a new one has already opened so I had already moved on to the next phase of my professional journey studying alternative remedies, aromatherapy and massage and exploring the effects this was having on a person’s whole well-being.
Alternative therapies led me on to discover I could heal using energy. This enabled me to start healing myself and the path of channeling and medium work unfolded and brought me back to my original ability of knowing facts about people without being told. I’d forgotten how ‘psychic’ I was and continued to understand and use my extra sensory perceptions in lots of other empowering ways for myself and people. I became self-employed and offered individual sessions to empower others and change their health and overall well-being. I could see into the future and the past and into people’s bodies to know any diseases or pain they had. I knew the route of my clients problems and worked without being told anything about them much to their amazement and with complete accuracy. I knew when they would be late for appointments or whether they were bringing anyone with them and would provide a second chair. Again to their astonishment of how I could know these things. I just accepted I had a third eye (mind’s eye) and that’s how. I became telepathic and this and many other skills mentioned further below just fueled my passion of how we are capable of doing such amazing things, and if me then surely you too.
Even though I wasn’t religious, for a brief period, after my car accident when I was in need of love and support I turned to Spirituality. This quickly became more food for thought and helped me to look more deeply into the emotional and spiritual side of life and led me onto exploring, training and qualifying in Spiritual Healing and as a Master of NLP and then more into Goal Setting and Life/Business Coaching. Combining all of my old and new knowledge and skills on health and our lives and using my ‘psychic’ ability created nothing short of miracles on an individual scale and led me to want to write a book to develop others en mass.
So I did whilst traveling around USA. Only I started writing in 2004 and had completed 16 books by the end of 2006 and have since added a lot more. The words just flow I don’t even need to edit them and I feel as if I am the first true reader as until I read the words I don’t consciously know what I am about to write. Each book expanded my own consciousness and led me onto the next and the next and so on. I realized the power of our own human minds is so vast and fascinating and we are a lot more capable than we actually believe. When we understand we are the creators of our own diseases and how, then we truly have the power to change them and not recreate them and that’s only the start of amazing health.
Initially I only set out to find out how we create disease so we could live longer, happier and healthier lives and reduce human suffering but it was impossible to stop there as I ended up opening up so much more and created pioneering ways to develop the whole of us. I now understand the taboo ‘metaphysical’ aspect to us and explored this for many years with eye opening and mind expanding results.
I have always had an inquisitive mind and also a lot of integrity and even though I’ve always thought out of the box sometimes my old conditioning of ‘not being good enough’ has made me keep looking for more proof instead of just accepting the truth.
I believe if someone is capable of doing it then why not give it a try
I found that out years back in NLP through Modelling. People who understand that concept know we can intentionally change our beliefs, world models, opinions and behaviors if we can get inside the mind of the person we are modelling. In effect we can ‘copy.’ In essence we just model ourselves on who we want to be like.
So this led me to look at animals and their behaviors. Next time your dog feels left out at meal times and starts hounding you (no pun intended) ask yourself if it is trying to be more like you as a human and wants what you are eating even though it’s body is not designed to have it? Then wonder why it is overweight, has ill-health or is crippled in pain. And then think about who you are copying and why you need to? Perhaps it all stems from the need to fit in? My book Compilation of Stories can help you with that one in building strong self esteem so you like yourself regardless of others opinions or judgments of you.
Analyze it or just feel you can trust it.
But only trust what totally resonates with your need to grow. (You know the shivers you feel when something deep inside of you opens up to expand you in becoming more, then let that help you believe in yourself.) Find out more with How To Be You One A Story With A Difference it’s a guide-book to take you on a journey of self discovery and develops you to be more than you were before.
I believe once you have the basic principles to anything then you can mix and match and adapt them to whatever you need with ease
So with that in mind I realized that I could do more with my own mind than I used to do including understanding Life, Death and The Universe another book that I have written that has been reviewed, ‘As one of the most life affirming books I’ve ever read.’
My book Proof Positive was written specifically for people who have been diagnosed with a potentially terminal illness or long-term pain to offer them empowering ways of healing themselves with the intention of preventing the disease continuing on or recurring and simply backs up my own findings that the mind heals the body intentionally.
Beyond health came the metaphysical skills and increased knowledge and here are just some ways I have used them and continue to do so. I will provide real live examples at my seminars and videos and photos in the ‘Power of the Mind’ book. Written with depth and simplicity for you to understand and explore your own abilities. Most of these experiences have happened in the presence of others to support myself and them in their growth and on lots of different occasions. I try to leave no stone un-turned and no question unanswered as this is important for us as a species to understand more about ourselves and the power that we all have:
Instant Manifestation of solid objects – turned energy into matter, and then the reverse turned matter into energy including turning my legs into energy and then back to solid legs and see the photo below, levitated, telekinesis (moved objects without touch) changed color of material objects, lit a fire with my finger after the fire had been dead for 2 days, shielded my body energetically and others from harm, protected self and other from car going over a cliff with a field of energy, caught self on bottom of stairs with a cushion of energy after a serious fall, had an out-of-body experience whilst my physical body was unconscious, controlled people’s actions through mind control, used mind over matter, stamped on hot coals without getting burnt, turned others bodies to be as heavy as lead, healed animals and people of long-term health problems, realigned human broken bones, completely eradicated tumours and gall stones and un-paralyzed limbs, changed and overrode technology, stepped out of time, changed molecular structure of objects, made things and myself appear invisible and have actually made my physical self turn into complete energy, projected sounds, smells, presences to other side of the room or right in front of people.
Besides knowing more than logic could reveal about people, the world, the future, the past and the present and an increasingly in-depth knowledge on different subject matters that I haven’t even studied. I’ve also revealed top-level ability in practical skills, some I have never even spent time doing or attempted to teach myself or be taught in. These include doing a double flip the first time I stood on a skateboard. I have also played on the piano two pieces of music one classic and one modern at exactly the same time in complete harmony and without previously having developed beyond beginners level and there’s more but I’ve still got so much more to explore.
Flying, teleportation, bi location, shape shifting, exploring off the planet with remote viewing, more new and old practical skills at top-level, an increased knowledge base without being told or taught. The possibilities are endless.
This like anything new and hidden/forgotten takes time to digest and to understand fully the impact this will have on us individually and as a race. My original intention to find out more about the skills of my own mind and use them to enhance my material world, including my own physical health, led me down this path. So why not know? It’s only our minds, a part of us that we haven’t explored or misunderstood. I’ll guide you, don’t worry that’s why I’ve written my books and used all of my empowering tools on myself to develop every system to the max of my potential before sharing them with you. I chose to consciously evolve and so too will others like you and me who know we can be more than what we’ve been before. So follow me and explore just that bit more and this could actually become a lot of empowering fun.
Trust has helped me to understand that we don’t know everything. So this isn’t so bad is it? But wouldn’t it be amazing if we did know everything?
What would work to our benefit is knowing what we need to know when we need to know it to help others and ourselves grow, now that’s worth the wait.
Through expansion comes deeper understanding
We are all one and the universal consciousness is in you or so I’ve been told. Now think what that actually means to you…
We are evolving
No big deal really evolution is simply about adapting to new times. We’ve been doing it for years. Read my book The Book Of Evolution for more help on that. Not exactly what you think but nonetheless it does offer some profound wisdom and a lot of insights to develop you more.
And so it is with love and a good sense of humor I bring positive change to make our world a more efficient, prosperous, humane, healthier and joyous place to live.
Perhaps then people will stop looking forward to death to feel the connection they miss on earth and really start to enjoy life with open hearts and clear minds.
Unfortunately not everyone is pure of heart and you know that feeling you get as if someone is throwing knives at you, well they actually are. Only they are energetic ones and you are feeling their metaphysical (mind) body throwing them at you. You see bad people can do bad things with their minds so let us do good and be humane and kind with the power in ours.
Remember it doesn’t hurt to question and ask yourself whether the source of knowledge is credible before you trust it, don’t just believe everything people tell you or you’ll end up even more confused. Go explore.
Forever happy to show you I’m ‘armless’ this happened
Taken by my snap happy friend in June 2012 who was capturing the moon from my living room window
I knew I needed to be in the picture and before I had a chance to think about it I flapped my arms up and down once
My arms felt like they were made of energy and not really there when I did this. Now looking at the end result I can see that my arms aren’t there! I was speaking at the time he took the photo which, as my kind friend pointed out made me look like a vampire. Now I realize it was to get his attention to get me in the photo. Totally unnecessary as I was in it already. (Less is more springs to mind in hindsight.)
It turned out that the photo was the perfect cover for my book ‘The Power of The Mind’ and an amazing way to bridge the gap between the physical and metaphysical world that we all live in. Funny that, 2 jobs done in one without thinking. It covers my original intent to improve our health and make the world a better place and my friends agreement to do most of the cover art photography for my books. The intents had been forgotten but they still had to happen at exactly the right time.
Life is just pure magic when you get it.
So where did my arms go? Answers on a postcard to…. No I’m only joking. But you have to admit even though the mind can play tricks there is definitely more to this as I still have a shadow. Fascinating!!!!!!!
So now I’m 49 years old and waiting for my other prediction to come true that I would become an overnight success. (See Book of Truth written in 2004.) Well I haven’t really been sat waiting I have been behind the scenes eliminating all of my risks to create a sustainable 0% waste of time/money business model. Whilst deepening my own understanding of the power of the mind and creating more new empowering and pioneering ways of developing the human species further and deeper into a bigger and stronger awareness of it’s self.
As well as on a more personal note I decided to take some time off before putting my work out in public, to completely unlock my internal box where all of my traumatic memories were hidden and improve my own physical health. (I can’t talk it if I won’t walk it). This meant no professional income, no proper home life and however long it took on a journey of health that I would never have to repeat again.
Any more discoveries made of empowering ways to change neurological pathways to become physically healthy, after years of suffering from traumatic abuse, will be shared in an audio bite for those of you who need it.
But for now I wish you a fond farewell as I come to the end of my own health changing phase and relax safe in the knowledge that one day soon you will be reading this and able to benefit from all that I’ve done. That will make my dream come true of making our world a better place for us all to live in