Health And Development As Far As You Want To Go To Grow
Mind Science/My Background
This is a brief background of my personal and professional history. (My autobiography, available soon, When Your Normal Is Paranormal, will reveal more.)
My work behind the scenes has involved many years of training, my own research, observations, insights, theories and tests on myself, and other people, and immense growth through self development, to fulfil one of my dreams of doing my bit for positive world change.
I share my knowledge and ability to develop others, no longer on an individual scale, but in a bigger way through Self Development eBooks and Audiosand future Live Events. My books are purposely written or spoken, to develop all of your internal systems to create strength and health and expansion. As I grew in my awareness I created a new book, or a new way of revealing more for you. Including: exploring ways of using our own metaphysical and innate, mind’s power, to improve the quality of our and our planets health and life. See further down the page for more on this topic and a photo that will expand your mind.
I realized early on in my life that I was clever, so I decided to use my brain to do something to change the world and make it a better place for everyone to live in. Making money with meaning seemed more purposeful to me, than just going to work to earn a living. My passion; people’s health, so it had to do with that but how or what I wasn’t exactly sure.
At about age 10 years, old I predicted that I would be well-known in a field of knowledge to do with health and it would involve years of research. I made an educated guess that I would do something big, like find a cure for cancer and already my original intention had led me to decide on the illogical career path of becoming a nurse. So everything academically and practically became geared to that first step.
I already knew I had “special” skills that my friends didn’t possess. I knew that I could see, hear and sense things without first being told. I used this skill in many empowering ways for myself and others. I would accurately predict mine and others’ futures and offer wise and mature advice on all matters to guide people about their problems in their lives. At first, my spot on accuracy amazed me and I was proud of myself to have this skill. (It also made me popular with some of my age group at school.) I could see with my mind’s eye (3rd Eye) what my physical eyes could not see.
One day, when I was at junior school, a teacher asked if anyone had lost a necklace. It wasn’t mine, but, as no one had claimed it I saw no harm in deciding to say that I had. I needed to confirm that the image of the necklace that I had in my mind was real. So I described it and the teacher gave it to me because my description was spot on. (I didn’t want it, as it wasn’t rightfully mine, so my conscience meant I had to give it to a charity shop on that same day.) But I’d uncovered more about what my mind was capable of knowing and that was the reason for me saying, “That I’d lost a necklace.”
Later on in life, I called myself “psychic,” as I had no other explanation as to how I was capable of knowing things without having first been told. I kept on using these skills to mine and others advantage. True to me, I love to explore and know more. I was already using my own awareness/ESP to further my understanding of health and that’s really when my vocation of researching and understanding the power of the mind, in order to positively change our health, started to unfold.
Even though I was focused on becoming a nurse, my real professional path of researching how we can change our diseases had well and truly begun. I wanted to know if we were making ourselves ill from internal, not external, means, so I decided to find out. Over the years, my friends became part of my experiments to test some of my ideas and theories on, as well as using myself as a guinea pig. My awareness of people’s minds and its effect on our bodies was growing stronger.
To aid with my intention to go into nursing, from the age of 10 years, I volunteered at an old people’s home and then, later on, at a local hospital to gain as much insight and work experience as I possibly could. I also had a passion for business, and during my later school years I worked voluntary and paid, in areas of retail to gain more knowledge and experiences.
My personal home life was very traumatic. I was abused by my mum, dad and my sister, from birth, for most of my life; in many ways. Including them getting me sexually abused from an early age and also bullied at school. Their sole intention was to stunt my growth through their violence, manipulation, coercive control, cruelty and ability to continually scare and traumatize me. They always blamed and shamed me to cover up their criminal behaviours. They cut me off of the usual support, other relatives and friends. But, I always managed to create empowering contacts, away from their influence; who supported and encouraged me in my growth. Otherwise, I wouldn’t have been able to do what I’ve done and live the life I chose to.
However, as you can imagine, the years of trauma affected me deeply on a physical, subconscious/mental, emotional and financial level. So, throughout most of my life I was anxious, without knowing why and I had to manage a whole range of chronic health problems, again not realizing why I had them.
In my 40’s, I finally started to see what they were doing and decided to put an end to all abuse towards me. I then needed to take time (years) out of my normal lifestyle to deal with the aftermath. Uncovering my past traumatic experiences, that I’d hidden in my subconscious mind, and finally properly heal to create the body of my dreams. This phase brought immense growth, took a lot of my strengths and trust, and, thankfully, wouldn’t need to be repeated
So, if you were wondering why you hadn’t heard of me or bought my work prior to now, that’s the reason. Everything that mattered to me, materially and financially, went on hold until I was fully healed.
But that was okay, I could afford the time as I have always been forward thinking. And, even since childhood, I have also had the ability to accurately predict the future; moments, days, weeks, months and years ahead of it happening. So, I am happy to put things on hold in order to prioritize what needs to be done first.
One step will always lead me onto the next. I can’t properly fulfil my original intention of being the best I can be, and getting the best out of my life, and being the best I can to others, if I don’t have patience and commitment to what really matters to me; health and development, my own and yours.
Even during the daily abuse, I did my best to stay and grow strong mentally because I knew how important it was to keep developing my self-worth, personality, skills, self belief, confidence, and nurture my intellect and creativity. I did fall prey to the weed of doubt, that was manipulated into my mind and watered daily, but I always held onto the intention that I would do it anyway, whatever “it” was. So, that meant I could still create a life for myself that wasn’t sheltered, or as restricted, as some other people who were abused. I listened to my own inner guidance on what was morally right and the best path for me to take to continue on with my growth. My strengths, focus, determination, and trust, got me through some of the worst years of my life.
When I was 17, I could bear it at home no more. I had wanted to do my A levels to get into nursing, but I had no way of funding myself to stay on at school, and also be able to live on my own. So I left school early and went on a Youth Training Scheme for Facility for Arts and Crafts, working in a knitting shop, machine knitting children’s and adults jumpers and selling them to customers. (Crafting was another one of my passions.) I moved out to a shared house until I moved into the nurse’s accommodation, when I started my training as a registered general nurse, in 1990 at the Bristol Royal Infirmary, UK.
Whilst I enjoyed nursing, and it had been my intention to nurse, I was also there adding to my own ideas/theories and researching more about people’s health and ill-health. I questioned and explored how people were becoming ill, the discrepancies with the effects of drugs, the effect emotionally on their bodies and so on. My burning desire to bring change to our health fueled my passion, and, over time, I added more things to the mix and slowly built up a different picture of our health problems than I first knew.
We definitely had more to do with changing our bodies than just the material world that we live in.
My “career” in nursing didn’t last long due to a head on car crash in 1994, where I sustained severe whiplash and further soft tissue damage and problems with my spine.This meant I was physically in constant pain and partially incapacitated for a number of years. (I braced myself on impact, only I forgot to take the “brace” off after the crash!) More on the power of the mind and how it affects our bodies in my soon to be published eBook, The Power of The Mind. I had taken my health research, in orthodox ways, as far as I could go, so, I would have left the NHS eventually, all be it on less painful terms.
As one door is going to close, a new one has already opened. So, I had already moved on to the next phase of my own vocational professional path, finding out about alternative therapies. I decided to re-train and studied for a diploma in Aromatherapy and Holistic Massage and became qualified in 1997.
I still needed to know more, and this led me on to discover that I could heal using energy. I started to explore this and used energy healing on myself and a few others, and the path of channeling and medium work unfolded. This brought me back to my original ability, of knowing facts about people without being told. I’d forgotten how “psychic” I was and then continued to develop, understand and use my extra sensory perception (ESP.) daily.
Even though I wasn’t religious, I got interested in Spirituality and this quickly became more food for thought and helped me to look deeper into the emotional and spiritual side of life. This led me onto exploring, training and qualifying in Spiritual Healing and then as a Practitioner and Master of NLP (Neuro Linguistic Programming.) And further, into Goal Setting and Life/Business/Performance Coaching.
In 2001, I became self-employed and offered individual and group sessions to empower others, by changing their health and overall well-being. Combining all of my old and new knowledge and skills, along with my “psychic/ESP” abilities, created outstanding results. I could see into the future and the past and into people’s bodies to know any diseases or pain they had. I knew the root of my clients problems and worked without being told anything about them, much to their amazement and with complete accuracy. I knew when they would be late for appointments, or whether they were bringing anyone with them, and would provide a second chair. Again, to their astonishment of how I could know these things.
After doing this successfully for a while I decided to upscale and write a book to develop more people.
So I began writing my first self development book, How To Be You One – A Story With A Difference in 2004, and then I went traveling around the USA. Only, I didn’t stop writing and had completed 16 books by mid 2006. I have since added a lot more. Self Development eBooks. The words just flow and I don’t even know what I’m writing until I read them. Remarkably, and intentionally, I don’t even need to edit any of my books and when I previously put them to the test every reader said, “It was as if the books were written specifically for them!” That’s exactly what I had in my mind, to tailor-make all my work for my consumers, to offer the best results I possibly can, in developing and strengthening all your systems, and revealing the power you have inside of your mind. And when you’ve mastered that power, then you really can have outstanding health and well-being, and live the dream life you have chosen to create for yourself.
If someone is capable of doing it then why not give it a go.
I found that out years back in NLP, through Modelling. People who understand that concept know we can intentionally change our beliefs, world models, opinions and behaviours, if we can get inside the mind of the person we are modelling. We can copy, or model, ourselves on who we want to be like.
This led me on to look at animals, and their behaviours. Next time your dog feels left out at meal times, and starts hounding you (no pun intended), ask yourself if they are trying to be more like you as a human and want what you are eating, even though their own body is not designed to have it? Then, wonder why they are overweight, have ill-health or are crippled in pain. And then, think about who you are copying and why you need to? Perhaps it all stems from the need to fit in through your own lack of self-acceptance? My bookCompilation of Stories is written to develop you in building strong self esteem, so you accept yourself regardless of others opinions or judgments.
Analyze or just feel you can trust it.
But only trust what totally resonates with your need to grow. (You know the shivers you feel, when something deep inside of you opens up to expand you in becoming more, then let that help you believe in yourself.) Find out more about yourself by reading How To Be You One A Story With A Differencea guide-book, that takes you on a journey of self discovery and develops you to be more than you were before.
Once you have the basic principles to anything then you can mix and match and adapt them to whatever you need with ease.
With that in mind I realized that I could know more, including understanding Life, Death and The Universe. Another book that I have written; reviewed by a customer as “One of the most life affirming books I’ve ever read.”
My book Proof Positive was written specifically for people who have been diagnosed with a potentially terminal illness or long-term pain. Offering the reader empowering ways of healing themselves, with the intention of preventing the disease continuing on, or re-occurring, and backs up my own findings that the mind heals the body intentionally.
Initially, I set out to find out how we create disease so we could at least have the choice to live longer, happier and healthier lives, and to add my bit to reduce human suffering. Although, it was impossible to stop there, as I ended up opening up to so much more. I always did think outside the “box.” Beyond Consciousness.
I explored what else I could do metaphysically, beyond energy healing, and that’s when more skills were revealed. I began to understand about our metaphysical/quantum aspect and our consciousness and experimented with this in every day use. Pioneering more ways of how we can use our own minds metaphysically, and consciously to enhance our material world.
Examples, suggestions for you and photos are provided in the Power of the Mind eBook. I wrote this eBook with depth and simplicity for you to further understand and explore ways of using your own power. As with any of my skills: physical, psychic, ESP, intellectual or metaphysical, I use them wisely and with total respect for all. I choose to improve the quality of mine and others health and lives, and to expand our awareness, by revealing how we can use our true power here on planet earth. I continue to explore, experiment, question, use practically and share what I know, as this is important for us as a species, to change our world for the greater good and continue our growth.
Below are a few examples of what I’ve already done and, so, I know they are possible.
Instant manifestation of solid objects, body parts and liquids from nothing.
Made objects and my whole body or parts of my body actually disappear and become metaphysical. (See the photo below.)
Telekinesis (moved objects without touch.)
Changed the colours of material objects.
Lit a fire with energy coming from my finger after the fire in the grate had been dead for 2 days.
Shielded my body and others energetically from harm.
Protected myself and one other person from instant death, when our car was about to go over a cliff, using only a field of energy to block our imminent fall.
I landed on a cushion of energy, at the bottom of a staircase that I had fallen down, thus protecting myself from serious injury.
Had an out-of-body experience whilst my physical body was unconscious.
Controlled people’s actions through mind control.
Used mind over matter to stamp on hot coals without getting burnt.
Turned other people’s bodies to be as heavy as lead.
Correctly diagnosed ailments and healed animals and people of long-term health problems, including: realigned human broken bones, completely eradicated a brain tumour, crushed gall stones, un-paralyzed limbs.
Stepped out of time.
Changed the molecular structure of objects – including food and drink from gone off to fresh.
Made objects and myself appear invisible, even though we were still material/physical (a cloak of invisibility does exist!)
Created and projected smells, sounds and presences.
Changed the physical effect of chemicals in my own body and other people’s.
Telepathy with people and animals.
Seen through solid objects and also into people’s bodies and minds.
I’m currently playing with my previous intentions, increasing my knowledge base on subjects I’ve not studied from knowing it already, and enjoying mastery level practically, without any prior teaching or practice. I’ve revealed this already, in many skills, including: art, drawing, fashion designing, song writing and doing a double flip the very first time I stood on a skateboard. I have also simultaneously played on the piano, 2 pieces of original music, without first composing them. One classic, the other modern. I haven’t played a piano since my early teens and I wasn’t very high up the skill ladder back then!
There’s still more to explore:
Flying, teleportation of my own body, bi-location, shape shifting, exploring off the planet with remote viewing, more new and old practical skills at mastery level.
The possibilities are endless…
This, like anything new, hidden or forgotten takes time to digest and to fully understand the impact this has on us, individually, and as a species.
Knowing more allows us to grow and become stronger than we were, individually and collectively.
So why not know?
It’s only our minds, a part of us that we haven’t explored or haven’t fully understood. I’ll guide you, don’t worry. That’s why I chose to consciously evolve and so too do others, like you, because we already know we can be more than what we’ve been before. So, follow me, and explore just that bit more, and this could actually become a lot of empowering fun, How To Be You Three Fact Or Fiction? You Decide.
Trust has helped me to understand that we don’t know everything. So this isn’t so bad is it? But wouldn’t it be amazing if we did know everything?
What would work to our benefit is knowing what we need to know, when we need to know it, to help yourself and others grow, now that’s worth the wait.
As I’ve shown in another one of my eBooks written in 2004, The Book of Truth, a prediction to come true, that I would take all my first written books to a publishing company and have them published at the same time. I’d heard from the depths of my mind, after I had completed a few of them, that they would be eBooks, but I didn’t know what that meant. I also didn’t know which publishing company, specializing in personal development, would be willing to publish such a mix of styles. My books aren’t traditional, I use a combination of quotes, future predictions, poems, meditations, stories, personal experiences and different coaching and NLP techniques and my art works to heal, inspire, enlighten and develop you. But I trusted that I knew the future, and so I carried on writing more and more. I’d also predicted that I would become an overnight success!
In 2012, as if completely by “chance,” my 2004 prediction came true. I met a digital publisher, at a breakfast networking group in Bath, UK, and he agreed to publish the first 15 books as eBooks, all within one week. And he did. For reasons already mentioned, I had to put trading them on hold until much later, 2022.
So, through expansion comes deeper understanding.
We are all one and the universal consciousness is in you, or so I’ve been told. Now, think what that actually means to you…
We are evolving.
No big deal really. Evolution is simply about adapting to new times. We’ve been doing it for years. Read The Book Of Evolutionfor more insights on that.
And so it is, with love and a good sense of humour, I bring positive change to make our world a more efficient, prosperous, humane, healthy and joyous place to live.
And remember, it doesn’t hurt to question and ask yourself whether the source of knowledge is credible before you trust it. Think for yourself, don’t just believe what you’re told, or you’ll end up even more conditioned and confused. Go explore and find out more.
Forever happy to show you I’m “armless” this happened.
This photo was taken by my snap happy friend in June 2012, who intended to capture the moon from my living room window.
I had nothing in my mind, but I instantly knew that I needed to be in the picture, and, before I had a chance to think about it, I stood in front of his camera and moved my arms up and down once.
My arms felt like they were made of energy and not really there when I did this. When I looked at the end result I could see that my arms weren’t there! I was speaking at the time he took the photo, which, as my kind friend pointed out, made me look like a vampire! I thought it was to get his attention to get me in the photo. Totally unnecessary as I was in it already. (Less is more springs to mind in hindsight.) And now I see, it shows the digital camera picked up physical motion properly, so logical thinkers will have to expand beyond the shutter speed as the reason for me having no arms. The real reason for this happening, was because of a previous intention of mine, that now had manifested at exactly the right time.
The photo was the perfect cover for the book, that I unknowingly would write years later; The Power of The Mind, and captures the true power that we have inside of us and empowering ways we can use that power and awareness to improve the quality of our health and life.
My intention may have been forgotten, but it still had to happen, and it just did.
Life is just pure magic when you get it.
So where did my arms go? Answers on a postcard to…
No I’m only joking. You have to admit, even though you might think your own mind can play tricks on you, there is definitely more to this, as I still have a shadow. Fascinating!
More recently, after many years and a lot of my own self development, growth, and research, and knowing that I had mastered my own mind, I decided it was time to have a massive “life” clear out. First, I wanted to permanently eliminate, from my life, any people who had already, or intended to, cause me harm or commit a crime against me. Ultimately, I wanted to no longer be a part of the human food chain, and therefore have no more risks from other people’s negative behaviours and disrespect due to their blind spots of not being “good enough.” Thus, seeing beyond the need for boundaries, and into the unknown area of total prevention.
So, over time, I worked out a way of doing this and now I only have people in my professional and personal life who respect me and support me in my growth, and I do the same back. Even though many of us choose equality, and to respect each other, the world over, there are still many that don’t. Those are the people who create problems for others.
I also used the fact that I had mastered my own mind, to then unlock the past memories and my original childhood intentions, that I’d unknowingly created; through fear and my desperate need to protect myself daily from my abusers, and survive the traumas. I then had to realign my old body to my new mind, from protection to prevention and surviving to thriving; to fully heal and no longer be affected or triggered in anyway by the past. (After a lot of internal work and intentional interactions) I finally achieved this.
These empowering intentions and further resulting growth from within, enabled me to have a better quality of health and life and I had created the mind and body that I had been dreaming of; disease-free, balanced, mentally doubt-free and can now live a very long, healthy and rewarding life.
And again, if I can do this then why not you? (That’s why I’m happy to guide and develop you with my work, so you can too.)
I wish you lots of benefits and fun in your own self-discoveries and development and once again, thank you.