This is a brief background of my personal and professional history. (My autobiography, available soon, When Your Normal Is Paranormal, will reveal more.)
My work behind the scenes has involved many years of training, my own research, observations, insights, theories and tests on myself and other people, and immense growth through self-development, to fulfil one of my dreams of doing my bit for positive world change.
I share my knowledge and ability to develop others, no longer on an individual scale, but in a bigger way through Self-Development Books and future Live Events. My books are purposely written or spoken, to develop all of your internal systems to create strength, health and expansion. As I grew in my awareness I wrote a new book, then another and another. Eventually by 2021 I had written over 25 books. Including, The Power Of The Mind where you can find out more by exploring wise and practical ways of using your own metaphysical, innate mind’s power, to improve the quality of yours and the planets health and life. See further down the page for more on this topic and a photo that will expand your mind.
I chose to self-publish all of my books many years after I started writing them, as I trusted that I knew the future, and one day my dreams would come true. My books aren’t traditional personal development books, as I use a combination of my own quotes, future predictions, poems, meditations, stories, insights, theories and results, personal experiences and different coaching and NLP techniques and my art to heal, inspire, enlighten, develop, expand and guide you.
I realised early on that I was clever, so I decided to use my brain to do something to bring change to the world with the intention to make it a better place for everyone to live in. Making money through doing something that I felt had meaning seemed more purposeful to me, than working purely to earn a living. My passion; people’s health, so it had to do with that but how or what I wasn’t exactly sure.
When I was a child I predicted that I would be well-known in a field of knowledge to do with health and it would involve years of research. Already my original intention had led me to decide on the illogical career path of becoming a nurse. So everything academically and practically became geared to that first step.
I already knew I had “special” skills that my friends didn’t possess. I knew that I could see, hear and sense things without first being told. I used this skill in many empowering ways for myself and others. I would accurately predict mine and other peoples futures and offer wise and mature advice on all matters to guide people out of their problems in their lives. At first, my spot on accuracy amazed me and I was proud of myself to have this skill. (It also made me popular with some of my age group at school.) I could see with my mind’s eye (3rd Eye) what my physical eyes could not see.
One day, when I was at junior school, a teacher asked if anyone had lost a necklace. It wasn’t mine, but as no one had claimed it I saw no harm in deciding to say that I had. I needed to confirm that the image of the necklace that I had in my mind was real. So I described it and the teacher gave it to me because my description was spot on. (I didn’t want it, as it wasn’t rightfully mine, so my conscience meant I had to give it to a charity shop on that same day.) But I’d uncovered more about what my mind was capable of knowing and that was the reason for me saying, “That I’d lost a necklace.”
Later on in life, I called myself “psychic,” as I had no other explanation as to how I was capable of knowing things without having first been told. I kept on using these skills to mine and others advantage. True to me, I love to explore and know more. I was already using my own awareness/ESP to further my understanding of health and that’s really when my vocation of researching and understanding the power of the mind, in order to positively change our health, started to unfold.
Even though I was focused on becoming a nurse, my real professional path of researching how we can change our bodies health had well and truly begun. I wanted to know if we were making ourselves ill from internal, not external, means, so I decided to find out. Over the years, my friends became part of my experiments to test some of my ideas and theories on, as well as using myself as a guinea pig. My awareness of people’s minds and the effects on our bodies was growing stronger.
To aid with my intention to go into nursing, from the age of 10 I volunteered at an old people’s home and then, later on, at a local hospital to gain as much insight and work experience as I possibly could. I also had a passion for business, and during my later school years I worked voluntary and paid, in areas of retail to gain more knowledge and experiences.
My personal home life was very traumatic. I was abused by my immediate family from birth and for most of my life; in many ways. Including them getting me sexually abused from an early age and also bullied at school. Their sole intention was to stunt my growth through their violence, manipulation, coercive control, cruelty and ability to continually scare and traumatise me. They always blamed and shamed me to cover up their criminal behaviours. They cut me off of the usual support, other relatives and friends. But I always managed to create empowering contacts, away from their influence; who supported and encouraged me in my growth. Otherwise, I wouldn’t have been able to do what I’ve done and live the life I chose to.
However, as you can imagine, the years of trauma affected me deeply on a physical, subconscious/mental, emotional and financial level. So, throughout most of my life I was anxious, without knowing why. I also had to manage a whole range of chronic and often debilitating health problems, again not realising why I had them.
In my 40’s, I finally started to see what they were doing and decided to put an end to all abuse towards me. I then needed to take time (years) out of my normal lifestyle to deal with the aftermath. Uncovering my past traumatic experiences, that I’d hidden in my subconscious mind, and finally properly heal to create the body of my dreams. This phase brought immense growth, took a lot of my strengths and trust, and, thankfully, wouldn’t need to be repeated.
So, if you were wondering why you hadn’t heard of me or bought my work prior to now, that’s the reason. Everything that mattered to me, materially and financially, went on hold until I was fully healed.
But that was okay, I could afford the time as I have always been forward thinking, productive, and, beneath embedded doubt there was always a strong root of self-trust. And, even since childhood, I have been accurately predicting the future; moments, days, weeks, months and years ahead of it happening. So I am happy to put things on hold in order to prioritise what needs to be done first.
One step will always lead me onto the next. I can’t properly fulfil my original intention of being the best I can be, and get the best out of my life, and be the best I can be to others, if I don’t have patience and commitment to what really matters to me; health and development, my own and yours.
Even during the daily abuse, I did my best to stay and grow strong mentally because I knew how important it was to keep developing my self-worth, personality, skills, self-belief, confidence, and nurture my intellect and creativity. I did fall prey to the weed of doubt, that was manipulated into my mind and watered daily, but I always held onto the intention that I would do it anyway, whatever “it” was. At least that meant I could still create a life for myself that wasn’t sheltered, or as restricted, as some other people who were abused. I listened to my own inner guidance on what was morally right and (when I wasn’t under the spell of obedience) always took the most effective paths to realise the results I had in my own mind. Often these paths weren’t the easiest ones but they were the best paths for me to take to continue on with my growth. My courage, focus, determination, honesty, resilience, trust and other strengths, got me through some of the worst years of my life.
When I was 17, I could bear it at home no more. I had wanted to do my ‘A’ levels to get into nursing, but I had no way of funding myself to stay on at school and move out of the “family” home. So I left school early and went on a Youth Training Scheme (YTS) for Facility for Arts and Crafts, working in a knitting shop, machine knitting children’s and adults jumpers and selling them to customers. (Crafting was another one of my passions.) I moved out to a shared house until I moved into the nurse’s accommodation, when I started my training as a registered general nurse, in 1990 at the Bristol Royal Infirmary, UK.
Whilst I enjoyed nursing, and it had been my goal to nurse, I was also there adding to my own ideas/theories and researching more about people’s health and ill-health. I questioned and explored how people were becoming ill, the discrepancies with the effects of drugs, the effect emotionally on their bodies and so on. My burning desire to bring change to our health fuelled my passion, and, over time, I added more things to the mix and slowly built up a different picture of our health and well-being than I was being told.
We definitely had more to do with our own health and the changes in our bodies, good or bad, than simply our external world was causing.
My “career” in nursing didn’t last long due to a head on car crash in 1994, where I sustained severe whiplash and soft tissue damage to my back. This meant I was physically in constant pain and partially incapacitated for a number of years. (I braced myself on impact, only I forgot to take the “brace” off after the crash!) More on the power of the mind and its effects in our bodies in my book The Power Of The Mind. I had taken my health research, in orthodox ways, as far as I could go, so, I would have left the NHS eventually, all be it on less painful terms.
As one door is going to close, a new one has already opened. So, I had already moved on to the next phase of my own professional path, finding out about alternative therapies. I decided to carry on learning and studied for a diploma in Aromatherapy and Holistic Massage and became qualified in 1997.
I still needed to know more, and this led me on to discover that I could heal using energy. I started to explore this and used energy healing on myself and a few others, and the path of channelling and medium work unfolded. This brought me back to my original ability, of knowing facts about people without being told. I’d forgotten how “psychic” I was and then continued to develop, understand and use my extra sensory perception (ESP) daily.
Even though I wasn’t religious, I got interested in Spirituality and this quickly became more food for thought and helped me to look deeper into the emotional and spiritual side of life. This led me onto exploring, training and qualifying in Spiritual Healing and then as a Practitioner and Master of NLP (Neuro Linguistic Programming.) And further, into Goal Setting and Life/Business/Performance Coaching.
In 2001, I became self-employed and offered individual and group sessions to empower others, by changing their health and overall well-being. Combining all of my old and new knowledge and skills, along with my “psychic/ESP” abilities, created outstanding results. I could see into the future and the past and into my client’s body to know any diseases or pain they had. I knew the root of my client’s problems and worked without being told anything about them, much to their amazement and with complete accuracy. I knew when they would be late for appointments, or whether they were bringing anyone with them, and would provide a second chair. Again, to their astonishment of how I could know these things.
After doing this successfully for a while I decided to upscale and write a book to develop more people.
So I began writing my first self development book, How To Be You, A Story With A Difference in 2004, and then I went traveling around the USA. Only, I didn’t stop writing and had completed 16 books by mid 2006. I have since added a lot more Self-Development Books. The words just flow and I don’t even know what I’m writing until I read them. Remarkably, and intentionally, I don’t even need to edit any of my books and when I previously put them to the test every reader said, “It was as if the books were written specifically for them!”
That’s exactly what I had in my mind, to tailor-make all my work for my consumers, to offer the best results I possibly can, in developing and strengthening all your systems, and revealing the power you have inside of your mind. And when you’ve mastered that power, then you really can create outstanding health and well-being, and live the dream life you have chosen for yourself.
If someone is capable of doing it then why not give it a go.
I found that out years back in NLP, through Modelling. People who understand that concept know we can intentionally change our beliefs, world models, opinions and behaviours, if we can get inside the mind of the person we are modelling. We can copy, or model, ourselves on who we want to be like.
This led me on to look at animals, and their behaviours. Next time your dog feels left out at meal times, and starts hounding you (no pun intended), ask yourself if they are trying to be more like you as a human and want what you are eating, even though their own body is not designed to have it? Then, wonder why they are overweight, have ill-health or are crippled in pain. And then, think about who you are copying and why you need to? Perhaps it all stems from the need to fit in through your own lack of self-acceptance? My book Compilation of Stories is written to develop you in building strong self esteem, so you accept yourself regardless of others opinions or judgments.
Analyse or just feel you can trust it.
But only trust what totally resonates with your need to grow. (You know the shivers you feel, when something deep inside of you opens up to expand you in becoming more, then let that help you believe in yourself.) Find out more about yourself by reading How To Be You, A Story With A Difference a guide-book, that takes you on a journey of self-discovery and develops you to be more than you were before.
Once you have the basic principles to anything then you can mix and match and adapt them to whatever you need with ease.
With that in mind I realised that I could know more, including understanding Life, Death and The Universe. Another book that I have written; reviewed by a customer as, “One of the most life affirming books I’ve ever read.”
My book Proof Positive was written specifically for people who have been diagnosed with a potentially terminal illness or long-term pain. Offering the reader empowering ways of healing themselves, with the intention of preventing the disease continuing on, or re-occurring, and backs up my own findings that the mind heals the body intentionally.
Initially, I set out to find out how we create disease so we could at least have the choice to live longer, happier and healthier lives, and to add my bit to reduce human suffering. Although, it was impossible to stop there, as I ended up opening up to so much more. I always did think outside the box.” If that suits you then read Beyond Consciousness
I explored what else I could do metaphysically, beyond energy healing, and that’s when more old and new skills were revealed. I began to deepen my understanding about our metaphysical/quantum self and our consciousness and experimented with this in every day use. Pioneering more ways of how we can use our own minds metaphysically, and consciously to improve our material world.
Examples, suggestions for you and photos are provided in the The Power Of The Mind book. I wrote this book with depth and simplicity for you to further understand and explore ways of using your own power. As with any of my skills: physical, psychic, ESP, intellectual or metaphysical, I use them wisely and with respect for all. I chose to improve the quality of mine and others health and lives, and to expand our awareness, by revealing how we can use our true power here on planet earth. I continue to explore, experiment, question, use practically and share what I know, as this is important for us as a species, to change our world for the greater good and continue our growth.
Below are a few examples of what I’ve already done and, so, I know they are possible.
Instant manifestation of solid objects, body parts and liquids from nothing.
Made objects and my whole body or parts of my body actually disappear and become metaphysical. (See the photo below.)
Telekinesis (moved objects without touch.)
Changed the colours of material objects.
Lit a fire with energy coming from my finger after the fire in the grate had been dead for 2 days.
Shielded my body and others energetically from harm.
Protected myself and one other person from instant death, when our car was about to go over a cliff, using only a field of energy to block our imminent fall.
I landed on a cushion of energy, at the bottom of a staircase that I had fallen down, thus protecting myself from serious injury.
Had an out-of-body experience whilst my physical body was unconscious.
Used mind over matter to stamp on hot coals without getting burnt.
Turned other people’s bodies to be as heavy as lead.
Correctly diagnosed ailments and healed animals and people of long-term health problems, including: realigned human broken bones, completely eradicated a brain tumour, crushed gall stones, un-paralyzed limbs.
Stepped out of time.
Changed the molecular structure of objects – including food and drink from gone off to fresh.
Made objects and myself appear invisible, even though we were still material/physical (a cloak of invisibility does exist!)
Created and projected smells, sounds and presences.
Changed the physical effects of chemicals in my own body.
Telepathy with people and animals.
Seen through solid objects and also into people’s bodies and minds.
I’m currently playing with my previous past intentions, increasing my knowledge base on subjects I’ve not studied from knowing it already, and enjoying mastery level practically, without any prior teaching or practice. I’ve revealed this already, in many skills, including: art, drawing, fashion designing, song writing and doing a double flip the very first time I stood on a skateboard. I have also simultaneously played on the piano, 2 pieces of original music, without first composing them. One classic, the other modern. I haven’t played a piano since my early teens and I wasn’t very high up the skill ladder back then!
There’s still more to explore:
Flying, teleportation of my own body, bi-location, shape shifting, exploring off the planet with remote viewing, more new and old practical skills at mastery level.
The possibilities are endless…
This, like anything new, hidden, or forgotten takes time to digest, and to fully understand the impact this has on us, individually and as a species.
Knowing more allows us to grow and become stronger than we were, individually and collectively.
So why not know?
It’s only our minds, a part of us that we haven’t explored or haven’t fully understood. I’ll guide you, don’t worry. That’s why I chose to consciously evolve and so too do others, like you, because we already know we can be more than what we’ve been before. So, follow me, and explore just that bit more, and this could actually become a lot of empowering fun, Fact Or Fiction? You Decide.
Trust has helped me to understand that we don’t know everything. So this isn’t so bad is it? But wouldn’t it be amazing if we did know everything?
What would work to our benefit is knowing what we need to know, when we need to know it, to help yourself and others grow, now that’s worth the wait.
So, through expansion comes deeper understanding.
We are all one and the universal consciousness is in you, or so I’ve been told. Now, think what that actually means to you…
We are evolving.
No big deal really. Evolution is simply about adapting to new times. We’ve been doing it for years. Read The Book Of Evolution for more insights on that.
And so it is, with love and a good sense of humour, I bring positive change to make our world a more efficient, prosperous, humane, healthy and joyous place to live.
The Book Of Love guides you to develop true self-love.
And remember, it doesn’t hurt to question and ask yourself whether the source of knowledge is credible before you trust it. Think for yourself, don’t just believe what you’re told, or you’ll end up even more conditioned and confused. This book is good for that growth spurt The Book of Truth
So, go explore and find out more.